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Jun. 3rd, 2022 09:50 pmToday I had a session with a psychologist who deals in stress.
Very quickly I realized she’s no use. “try meditation and less stress.” yes, got that. Juggling parent of almost 9 yr old, working from home, pandemic, being a wife and you tell me which one of these bowling balls I’m juggling gets dropped, and no, plopping his ass in childcare isn’t a fucking option.
Today kid was on a fucking RIP, deleted an app game so i lost all progress, and just undid work as fast as I did work.
I tripped on the top step to the second landing and sure he helped clean up but i’m so tired i could cry. i came home after the appt and slept 3 hrs.
R helped when i tripped too but i’m just so TIRED of being on call.
Very quickly I realized she’s no use. “try meditation and less stress.” yes, got that. Juggling parent of almost 9 yr old, working from home, pandemic, being a wife and you tell me which one of these bowling balls I’m juggling gets dropped, and no, plopping his ass in childcare isn’t a fucking option.
Today kid was on a fucking RIP, deleted an app game so i lost all progress, and just undid work as fast as I did work.
I tripped on the top step to the second landing and sure he helped clean up but i’m so tired i could cry. i came home after the appt and slept 3 hrs.
R helped when i tripped too but i’m just so TIRED of being on call.
