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Mar. 1st, 2013 10:32 pmWell, recovering from this last slump nicely. Eating again...a bonus.
Starting to get a tad sick of winter, squirrelly from sickness and being cooped up all day. Catch is I don't have an abundance of energy for which to do the things that stave off cabin fever.
Feeling a tad melancholy for all the travel I've done, and how incapacitated I am. I know, its temporary and then we hit the road with the sprog ANYWAY. Also astounded how chunky I was in pics. Holycarp. I've lost a fracking huge amount of weight and while the pregnancy guides charmingly say I should have gained 10 by now. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH, what.
And a pound a week here out. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
It does make up for the past losses where the weight piled on. Now I'm losing all of it. I have padding to spare so I'm way less concerned. The doc is "hey, you're maintaining, that's good." The nutritionist was just a source of so much stress.
I'm kinda bugged that NOW my mom messages me on FB daily as if my entire worth to this date was nothing, until there was a kid in the picture. I don't want to see my identity get eaten by "Mommy brain." I know, she's just grandma-freaking out but hello. I'm still me.
Anyway,sort of stalled on the writing lately. Frustrating.
Starting to get a tad sick of winter, squirrelly from sickness and being cooped up all day. Catch is I don't have an abundance of energy for which to do the things that stave off cabin fever.
Feeling a tad melancholy for all the travel I've done, and how incapacitated I am. I know, its temporary and then we hit the road with the sprog ANYWAY. Also astounded how chunky I was in pics. Holycarp. I've lost a fracking huge amount of weight and while the pregnancy guides charmingly say I should have gained 10 by now. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH, what.
And a pound a week here out. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
It does make up for the past losses where the weight piled on. Now I'm losing all of it. I have padding to spare so I'm way less concerned. The doc is "hey, you're maintaining, that's good." The nutritionist was just a source of so much stress.
I'm kinda bugged that NOW my mom messages me on FB daily as if my entire worth to this date was nothing, until there was a kid in the picture. I don't want to see my identity get eaten by "Mommy brain." I know, she's just grandma-freaking out but hello. I'm still me.
Anyway,sort of stalled on the writing lately. Frustrating.
