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Dec. 31st, 2012 07:23 pmso after last week declining to the point of unable to eat or drink, off to the ER again, where I was thrown ALL the drugs and an IV and overnight stay to stabilize things.
I'm able to eat, just small amounts, slowly, and recover from what this has taken from me. SO MUCH.
I've lost 22lb and rising, on 4 different meds on a every 4 hr schedule, and I'm as weak as a kitten.
Still pregnant. This has taken so much out of me, and I'm really of two minds whether to continue it because its been so rough. One forum group was"oh, suck it up' but I think they don't really understand that we are in a crisis situation here.
To top it off, I have to do a make up practical on thurs in model making. I'll take a cab to/from school to make it easy, but I'm wary whether this will really save the mark but I have to try.
I'm angry at how much this has taken from me, and R's been a full on rock star over picking up slack and being awesome, but I resent this pregnancy now for all its taken from me.
And it feels like it will never end.
I'm able to eat, just small amounts, slowly, and recover from what this has taken from me. SO MUCH.
I've lost 22lb and rising, on 4 different meds on a every 4 hr schedule, and I'm as weak as a kitten.
Still pregnant. This has taken so much out of me, and I'm really of two minds whether to continue it because its been so rough. One forum group was"oh, suck it up' but I think they don't really understand that we are in a crisis situation here.
To top it off, I have to do a make up practical on thurs in model making. I'll take a cab to/from school to make it easy, but I'm wary whether this will really save the mark but I have to try.
I'm angry at how much this has taken from me, and R's been a full on rock star over picking up slack and being awesome, but I resent this pregnancy now for all its taken from me.
And it feels like it will never end.
