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suitcases mostly packed, the larger one is a great investment with a limit on KLM of 50lb, and I'm nowhere near that. Means I can bring HOME dutch media!!!!!and snax.

Feeling really good. tired ish sometimes but not that crushing exhaustion anymore.

And today this evening the universe handed me a small token of what might be considered to some, schaudenfraude, but to me, its karma, and instead of crying, i'm laughing.

Tomorrow, get prescriptions, continue packing, and do some cleaning up. I'm so ready to roll. I'm SO INSANELY excited.

And mom's trying to convince Oma to stay longer due to craptastic alberta weather. Oma's better off in the Netherlands because otherwise she's snowbound in Rockyford.

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suitcases mostly packed, the larger one is a great investment with a limit on KLM of 50lb, and I'm nowhere near that. Means I can bring HOME dutch media!!!!!and snax.

Feeling really good. tired ish sometimes but not that crushing exhaustion anymore.

And today this evening the universe handed me a small token of what might be considered to some, schaudenfraude, but to me, its karma, and instead of crying, i'm laughing.

Tomorrow, get prescriptions, continue packing, and do some cleaning up. I'm so ready to roll. I'm SO INSANELY excited.

And mom's trying to convince Oma to stay longer due to craptastic alberta weather. Oma's better off in the Netherlands because otherwise she's snowbound in Rockyford.

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After I get back, we're going to investigate, and pursue, either adoption or surrogacy, whilst also possibly giving the whole "grow yer own" one last try, however I have Zero Expectations of that working.

Because we want our own muppet to tote on world adventures and eat sand on the beaches. Just one. Not 19. not 2. JUST one.

(my sister is gallavanting off on another weekend away.of course, it's too much bother to ever take Daegan anywhere, she can't drink till she's vomiting or having sex with anything that winks at her and has a dick)

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After I get back, we're going to investigate, and pursue, either adoption or surrogacy, whilst also possibly giving the whole "grow yer own" one last try, however I have Zero Expectations of that working.

Because we want our own muppet to tote on world adventures and eat sand on the beaches. Just one. Not 19. not 2. JUST one.

(my sister is gallavanting off on another weekend away.of course, it's too much bother to ever take Daegan anywhere, she can't drink till she's vomiting or having sex with anything that winks at her and has a dick)