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 I managed some way or another to aggravate my asthma. I do watch, avoid infections, dust, pollen, chemical smell, and I take my meds diligently and get my flu shot and blammo. A week after returning my lungs were in full rage. 

I was exhausted, slammed down dead exhausted so I might have been harboring a bug, and R's getting over it, and S is unscathed. A round of prednisone, and then antibiotics and more pred...I get home too, to a house half upturned as R "declutters" tho didn't seem to take anything out, no dishes done...laundry is well and truly everestian. 

But he did bounce the possibility of a california 2 day writers intensive that I should do next year. So I won't actually kill him. Just glare. As again I say "please put knifes in the sink" because AGRRRR>

Anyway. Lungs on the way to repair, and an email sent to the Tor Gen admin because the nurse was impossibly rude and dismissive, and derisive, AND, if I understood right, unvaccinated for flu. I don't give a turkey's arse if it's low efficacy this year, I don't think I should be in a position of being scolded while being treated by an unvaccinated medical worker. She was bitchyfaced that I was a terrible blood draw. I don't want to play the "chronic illness warrior" posting selfies on instagram but fuck, lady i have 32 years of experience with this illness and I have my fucking SHIT together.

This and my shit previous GP are making me really fed up with doctors lately.