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Yesterday's appt: baby is good size, the host is starving tho. I lost weight. It fluctuates and they caught me on the down slope. But nothing new. I'm still battling nausea, lalala.

Next time is the gestational diabetes test tho he's not really concerned if I was, given the nausea anyway and the weight loss. If I can't chug the sugar drink, they have alternative methods/testing. And then it'll be only TWO MONTHS TO GO.

End of april is a baby show thing where we hope to load up on freebies.

Book is delayed likely due to the sick, the novella will be ready tho.

I'm so tired of this state. I miss my regular clothes, I miss not getting kicked, i miss eating, I miss traveling and moving about without being so damn SICK. I'm still fairly bed-ridden from the nausea and tired. None of my relatives really understood how damn sick I was, I was doing ok that day but no, its not "easier when he's inside me". Its hell and I'm tired of it so eff off.

Found some baby things on our to get list on crazy clearance so yay on that front.

Going to try to write now.