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Nov. 19th, 2012 09:49 pmToday the nausea reared its head with a vengeance. Holymoly.
Anyway. Long long demo-lecture today, and told K the prof what was up, and that I was struggling with the nausea and tired so patience...less stress! yay.
R has been getting ALL into this, he researches the drugs, the what's going on, etc, and I'm kinda in awe. We got my injections today. pre loaded darts. Everything is going so perfectly textbook this time unlike any of the previous ones. I am still making sure that optimism stays locked back. R's joking names already. ( upside, we're on the same wavelength at least on that).
I hope this is the magic that works. The first one was a complete misfire, not unusual, the second, that's the one, where it faded off at 8 weeks and stopped growing, a telltale of a clotting disorder in pregnancy. third was a major genetic fuckup, and again, random. So we go with what we can treat.
Cufflinks are in stage one of tumbling now, worked on gem setting today and a bit of other work. Going to re-start the novel, salvaging small bits from the already written as I finally found a better opener.
really dreading the jabs tho. But if I do them at night, I won't be too sore all day tomorrow, in theory. And odds. So...we go with it. i still get a moment of panic at every twinge, because well,..yeah.
And no one could say we didn't want it bad enough. shots. daily for 30 days or more.
Anyway. Long long demo-lecture today, and told K the prof what was up, and that I was struggling with the nausea and tired so patience...less stress! yay.
R has been getting ALL into this, he researches the drugs, the what's going on, etc, and I'm kinda in awe. We got my injections today. pre loaded darts. Everything is going so perfectly textbook this time unlike any of the previous ones. I am still making sure that optimism stays locked back. R's joking names already. ( upside, we're on the same wavelength at least on that).
I hope this is the magic that works. The first one was a complete misfire, not unusual, the second, that's the one, where it faded off at 8 weeks and stopped growing, a telltale of a clotting disorder in pregnancy. third was a major genetic fuckup, and again, random. So we go with what we can treat.
Cufflinks are in stage one of tumbling now, worked on gem setting today and a bit of other work. Going to re-start the novel, salvaging small bits from the already written as I finally found a better opener.
really dreading the jabs tho. But if I do them at night, I won't be too sore all day tomorrow, in theory. And odds. So...we go with it. i still get a moment of panic at every twinge, because well,..yeah.
And no one could say we didn't want it bad enough. shots. daily for 30 days or more.
