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Apr. 5th, 2012 10:48 pmSuccessfully did two cast runs today with E and K helping, rock start style. We had a great time worked as a fab team.
learned basic gem setting today. The casting run left me exhausted to the point of shaking, it's a very intense, hot, sweaty, technical process, and I decided I was in no shape to do any other work.
Need to get some cab gems for the project, no worries. I have to go in on Saturday and catch up, but that's not a concern either.
Genessa...lord love a fucking duck but she's been a rampant pill lately, whiiiiining and moping and teary, and yeah, I was in a slump but she's been clingy and whiiiny. She isn't sleeping well, ( lay off the fucking DRUGS!?) and i suggested an iphone app for organizing a schedule and got an earful of whine.
I proposed to E that what genessa needs is to be strapped to her fucking chair with bondage straps and a goddamn ball gag, partly for humiliation-behavior mod, and for the sheer "stop bothering all of us, for fucks sake." I am a bit alarmed at how easily i'd like to see her suffer. Not in a horrible columbine way but in a "good fucking god, you need some serious work" kind of way.
She gets bored and out of her own projects and starts crawling up everyone else's ass whining.
Gah.
I am no longer afeared of the big torches in the casting room. Before, there was a tad element of terror, because that's one fucking massive torch, but I rather don't mind it now.
Anyway. feeling much more confident and creative and me again.
learned basic gem setting today. The casting run left me exhausted to the point of shaking, it's a very intense, hot, sweaty, technical process, and I decided I was in no shape to do any other work.
Need to get some cab gems for the project, no worries. I have to go in on Saturday and catch up, but that's not a concern either.
Genessa...lord love a fucking duck but she's been a rampant pill lately, whiiiiining and moping and teary, and yeah, I was in a slump but she's been clingy and whiiiny. She isn't sleeping well, ( lay off the fucking DRUGS!?) and i suggested an iphone app for organizing a schedule and got an earful of whine.
I proposed to E that what genessa needs is to be strapped to her fucking chair with bondage straps and a goddamn ball gag, partly for humiliation-behavior mod, and for the sheer "stop bothering all of us, for fucks sake." I am a bit alarmed at how easily i'd like to see her suffer. Not in a horrible columbine way but in a "good fucking god, you need some serious work" kind of way.
She gets bored and out of her own projects and starts crawling up everyone else's ass whining.
Gah.
I am no longer afeared of the big torches in the casting room. Before, there was a tad element of terror, because that's one fucking massive torch, but I rather don't mind it now.
Anyway. feeling much more confident and creative and me again.
