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I am so very burned out on being responsible for keeping the universe together around grown adults. If I wanted to have 17 kids, i'd have had them. Tired of covering for people who can't get their shit together, at the expense of MY life, and my stupid rotten sense of work ethic, of which is a complete rarity here.

Writing the exams but not caring much one way or another what happens, I'm tired of Dal, of the maritimes, of the complete goddamn fuckover that moving here has been.

At least with exams, that chapter ends and we're into the prep for moving phase. Small mercy. Then there's just the idiot farm where I work.....

I'm still pissed I had to drag C around with me and "be responsible" on my own holiday. Fuck me, I'm burned out from this job the benefits and pay suck for being "she who holds the universe together".

Next up: learn to be a more selfish prat, because it sure seems to work like a charm for everyone else. Time and time again, I've been severely fucked over by those, hey, if they can do it, so can i.

Yes, a revelation that. Sick of being the "team player' the reliable one, the hard working motivated one and repeatedly getting the stick for it. Lesson learned: be a selfish bastard, screw the rest.

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I am so very burned out on being responsible for keeping the universe together around grown adults. If I wanted to have 17 kids, i'd have had them. Tired of covering for people who can't get their shit together, at the expense of MY life, and my stupid rotten sense of work ethic, of which is a complete rarity here.

Writing the exams but not caring much one way or another what happens, I'm tired of Dal, of the maritimes, of the complete goddamn fuckover that moving here has been.

At least with exams, that chapter ends and we're into the prep for moving phase. Small mercy. Then there's just the idiot farm where I work.....

I'm still pissed I had to drag C around with me and "be responsible" on my own holiday. Fuck me, I'm burned out from this job the benefits and pay suck for being "she who holds the universe together".

Next up: learn to be a more selfish prat, because it sure seems to work like a charm for everyone else. Time and time again, I've been severely fucked over by those, hey, if they can do it, so can i.

Yes, a revelation that. Sick of being the "team player' the reliable one, the hard working motivated one and repeatedly getting the stick for it. Lesson learned: be a selfish bastard, screw the rest.

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Off to genetics final DOOOOOOOM. Fuck, whatever.

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Off to genetics final DOOOOOOOM. Fuck, whatever.

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Let it be known:

I severely fucking HATE biochemistry. I just DO NOT grok it. Chem, sure. Biology? sure. But that evil little spawn of the two, cellular biochemistry and molecular bio?

Not a fucking damn clue. I'd rather stick toothpicks in my eyes.

Exam: FAIL. Big fuckin fail. Might be one of those fails the profs speak of for decades fail. Don't fucking care anymore. Sick of Dal, sick of this city, and one step closer to washing my hands of Dal. ( I do not own any Dal merch for a reason. I refuse to have any of their branding on me, such is my dislike.)

I did SO well in oceanography, biology, so clearly I'm not an idiot, right?

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Let it be known:

I severely fucking HATE biochemistry. I just DO NOT grok it. Chem, sure. Biology? sure. But that evil little spawn of the two, cellular biochemistry and molecular bio?

Not a fucking damn clue. I'd rather stick toothpicks in my eyes.

Exam: FAIL. Big fuckin fail. Might be one of those fails the profs speak of for decades fail. Don't fucking care anymore. Sick of Dal, sick of this city, and one step closer to washing my hands of Dal. ( I do not own any Dal merch for a reason. I refuse to have any of their branding on me, such is my dislike.)

I did SO well in oceanography, biology, so clearly I'm not an idiot, right?